Monday 26 May 2014

Friend request from ex (part 2)

As both of them had achieved what they wanted so life was back to bed of roses.Late night calls, cute good morning messages,caring about each other , movie dates followed. Their conversations now had that all the beautiful imaginations of life after getting married and even naming their babies. They had thought together of small little things such as color of walls , and how Amar would cook for her every morning and how sharanya will tease Amar when she will get annoyed. These so called little things in life always matter a lot.Our hopes are build around them. Sharanya and Amar were no different.
Sharanya had excellent communication skills and she was a bit childish also. Here in college she was made the CR by her class and she was enjoying her new found responsibility and attention she was getting from everyone. She was making new friends everyday and Amar was getting a bit of annoyed on this. Now whenever she used to tell him about her new friends,he used to taunt her in a mild way. But she never told him anything.
Then came their fresher's night and sharanya and her best friend anjali were going to perform a dance on the stage. Their performance was fabulous and wishes poured in from audience. Sharanya was getting popular in the college,everyone wanted to be friends with her.When Amar came to know about this,he got furious.
Amar-"who told you dance in front of the whole college?"
Sharanya-"what is wrong with it?"
Amar-"More and more people will see you dancing and will get attracted towards you.And I hate this."
Sharanya-"I performed on a decent Indian number and anjali was with me and moreover my parents don't have problem with this so you also shouldn't bother.I know what is right for me"
Amar-"you don't know guys from your college.Their way of looking at girls is wrong."

Sharanya didn't say anything after this.Something inside was getting broken.She was getting this painful thought that her mr.perfect's way of thinking was not right.Despite of being from a medical background,he was so orthodox towards his girlfriend or rather possessive.
Now things were started to getting worse between them.On one hand Amar was helping her parents on small things and impressing them but on the other , he had her password of facebook,which he monitored.
She got instructions from him on what to wear but sharanya never obeyed him.

Its not that they didn't loved each other but their ego was getting in between of the pure , sacred love of theirs.
One day sharanya got a good scolding from her elder brother for putting up her contact number on facebook.She was sure she hadn't done anything but she could not convince her brother.He was concerned for her no. getting circulated among people.Later when sharanya opened her profile to check,She was astonished on seeing something which she could not have imagined.Amar's no. was there in her facebook profile which meant Amar was checking her loyalty.This moment,this very moment changed everything for sharanya.She no longer wanted to be with him.Amar's insecurities had outgrown his love,his care for her.And she could not be a with a guy who didn't trust her.Her dreams of her perfect home,perfect life with him,their plans of wandering together,everything was lost in that very moment.She didn't fear of the society but of Amar,the person whom she had loved the most.
Now their talks were getting reduced and limited.Sharanya never felt the urge to talk to him.whenever he called,she talked to him but she never texted him on her own.The emotions were lost.
Now she spent her time googling 'how to break up without hurting him' because she never wanted him to get hurt.

Friend request from Ex (part 1)

It was a lazy sunday morning.Amar just had logged in into his Facebook profile after waking up.there were around three notifications...as soon as he saw the second notification,his sleep was gone.The discomfort and the ache had crept inside him.He felt now what is this girl upto??
After all those 3 years of longingness ,tears and pain , sharanya had sent him a friend request.Where was she when he needed her the most? Where was she when he was mentally destroyed because of his career.Amar's friends also had called up sharanya to make her understand about him but she left him.She left him like a hostel room.The room where we stay for a certain amount of time,we decorate it, nurture our dreams,our hopes with it and then leave when the time comes.
Amar begged and cried but it was of no use.

Sharanya..she was the best thing ever happened to him.  They had first met five and a half years back at teacher's day function of their coaching institute.Amar was tall,Fair and wore spectacles.he had a good height and was the brightest student in his class.Sharanya had beautiful long hair and she had the cutest chubby kind of cheeks.She was in 11th standard.They had a group of mutual friends and their numbers were exchanged.Thus began endless hours of talking and many group study sessions followed.Sharanya was not so good in studies and he always inspired her on the phone.Both of them were serious about cracking the jee exam and they were serious about each other too.Relationship in this age is selfless.Their love had no conditions and they supported each other.It was their first love.
After passing out class 12,amar moved to kota to prepare for his medical entrance exams.sharanya also started working hard for her class 12 boards.They talked to each other daily but now amar was getting busy with each passing day because of his classes.Amar had huge pressure on his mind from his family to crack the medical entrance exams because his elder brother was also a doctor and he was working hard for it.Love grows with distance.And this was true in their relationship.That year passed and he was back.
After jee exam results, sharanya joined a mediocre engineering college and amar took admission in a dental health college.They had decided to get married as soon as their education got over.Everyone knew sharanya at amar's home.